lost666lanora

In my room, on my bed
Blood dripping on my ankles
3inch deep scar opens on my wrists
Soothing...
Relaxing...
Itching...
Burning...
cutting helps hold back tears
everyday
every hour
No friends
No life
No one here, but me
bleeding out my empathy
I put my wrists to my mouth
and taste it's opening...
Salty...
Watery...
Dizzy...
Sleepy...
I lye back and dream
dreaming of..forever and never
Cold...
Drained...
Dead.